“Building My Self-Confidence”

“This is the moment!” I know others are excited to attend the JS Prom especially the third year because this will be their first time like me when I was just like them. Juniors-Seniors Promenade is one of the greatest experiences I had in High School because I’m awarded as the "Most Articulate" during the Mr. & Ms. JSP. Of course I am happy because my classmates, friends and my teachers are very supportive to me. And for them I am the Mr. JSP. So, although I was not crowned as the Mr. JSP still I’m glad because of their feedbacks to me that I deserve the throne.

Actually, I’m anxious of what will be the question to me on the Mr. & Ms. JS prom. I’m afraid that I will not be able to answer the question. And I’m always thinking of what will be the impression of people to me. In that time, I’m really a pessimistic person. All I think is negative.

But when the pageant started, I swallowed my timidity because I know it cannot help me instead I prayed silently to God because I know He will be the one to give me wisdom and strength to make me stronger and more firm to face the people around me. And after the prayer, all I see now and then is the positive side. So, in the question and answer portion, I am confidently answered the question. And the question is that if I believe on “Love at first sight?” Of course my answer is NO because eyes catches the looks but heart catches the inside personality. Many of them congratulate me especially my classmates and my adviser because of my answer and they said that there is a possibility that I will be the MR. JSP. But then at the end, I was not crowned as the Mr. JSP. But still I’m happy that I am the Most Articulate and that is a great privilege to get that award.

Do our best in all we can! Give our best shot! Start to get out and to be hatch from the dark chamber of our own shells. In that moment I said to my self that it is the time to bring out and build my self-confidence towards for the development of a stronger and greater conviction to face the public.

"Pressured...Rushed...Exhausted"

Oh, yes, finally we are already on this period, because on this period, we were pressured and exhausted. But I've learned so many things. Every second, minute and an hour is very important. Time is Gold. We can never come back the time anymore. Use our time wisely.

Lack of time is my biggest problem. We are running out of time to accomplish as soon as possible our movie maker, because our teacher needs to check already this for the passing of their grading sheet. We are given extra time to finish it but still, it wasn't enough. So that's why I'm really pressured by the time. And I felt bad with my teacher. i feel like paranoid with her.

I questioned myself why I didn't make to finish it.And then in a wink of an eye, Two words appear on my mind which is Time Management. This is one of the moral values which is lack to my personality, Budgeting the Time. So, I really need to use my time wisely.

I really feel sorry to my teacher. I realized that I must not blame my teacher but I must blame myself, because I'm not using my time productively. It's my fault not her. "Dont WASTE out TIME instead SAVE our TIME."